Confusion

What do you do when you think you and your husband are not on the same life path? Different priorities and opinions? It's frustrating because I can get one answer aNd the next day the answer is different. Make up your mind!!! Be involved in what is going on. Voice what you want instead of keeping it to yourself and blaming me because you're not getting what you want.

That's all I needed to vent.

Baby on Board

Hey everyone! I have a baby on board!!!! Just wanted you all to know, dont lose hope it will happen. :-)

I know its been a while

But just so you know, I have a baby on board! Im pregnant!

Laughter

Tell God your plans, and listen as he laughs and shows you who is boss. I am bursting at the seams with news! I dont know how to feel though. Conflicting emotions. :-)

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So my husband and I have decided to wait a little while before we start trying to have a baby again. And go figure I would be late for my period. I have been in a lot of pain lately. Not sure what its from because its not my usualy pain. Its all over but then at sometimes its localized the big O's. (My ovaries) I have just been taking aleve and using my heating pad as often as I can. Nothing else much is going on. Let me know your stories!

Melatonin: Warning

So I have had insomnia for my whole life, I remember even as a 6 year old being up until all hours of the night trying to think of ways to fall asleep. I have tried everything from over the counter sleep aides to ambien. Nothing even coming close to making me yawn. So a month or two ago my sister told me that she had started taking melatonin and that it was working wonderfully for her. She would fall asleep and the next morning she wasnt groggy at all. So I went and bought a bottle, having tried it already I was skeptical about whether or not it was going to work but I figured Id give it another go as an adult. Boy does it work. Amazing.. the first night however I threw up after I had taken it. The next night I ate something before then on the nights I didnt eat I realized thats what the difference was. So I always take it with something on my stomach. But I was concerned about whether or not it was a common side effect so I got online and looked up melatonin and as it turns out it is related to infertility because it prevents ovulatin and sure enough this month I was a week and a half late for my period. Finally started but Im not usually that late and when I am I usually have a cyst. So just to let all you ladies out there know. I know that insomnia is a symptom of PCOS and that everyone who has this is looking for a way to get some shut eye but just do some research to see if its the best thing for you.

God Bless!

Today

So today is just an average day but for some reason I was in a little bit more pain than usual. Its like I am having period cramps but am no where near my period. I am swollen everywhere, could barley stand to even wear my wedding set. So I know if my fingers are that swollen everything on the inside is that swollen. Not sure if its the weather or what Ive been eating lately. I am very in tune with my body so I always know when something is wrong so I am just going to imagine that I have another larger size cyst coming up on my left ovary, thats where the big ones seem to go. Good things I still have some pain pills left over from surgery, not that the do much for the pain anyways, kind of just knock me out. Of course I am not going to be in pain if Im unconscious. LOL one more month until I can think about trying to get pregnant again. Im fighting a tough personal battle with decided to or not. Doctor said he might start me on Chlomid when I want to activley try agian so I guess well see how it goes.

On another note, for any of you with PCOS out there, have any of you been diagnosed to fibromyalgia? I am trying to get into a researach study at a Univesity here that is surveying people with PCOS to see what type of population has fibromyalgia. Just wanted to know if several or ANY of you had been diagnosed. Please let me know, I would be really interested to see if there is a link between the two. And to find someone to talk to because I have them both and since the fall months are here and winter is approaching I can feel my hips starting to hurt and everything else kind of follows suite. And also if anyone is reading this who lives in the STL area and is interested in starting a phsysical support group shoot me an email. My address is sarahjustinejacobs@gmail.com.

Good night and God bless.